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Tested

May 31, 2009

Did you ever hear about the testimonies at church where people would say, “The devil’s been on my back all week…bless His holy name…”

Or hear sermons about how Satan can’t touch us?

I’ve told my kids that we have Jesus and that we’re safe. At night, if they’re scared, I tell them no harm can come to them here…we have angels around us and God is watching over us.

This is true…

But harm can come to us.

Horrific things happen every day to people who trust God.

Do you ever feel like you are being bombarded with one thing after the other? It happens to all of us.

We are tested.

Let’s go to the book of Job. Did you know that Satan had to get permission from God to mess with Job?

Job 1:6-12 (NIV)
6 One day the angels came to present themselves before the LORD, and Satan also came with them.
7 The LORD said to Satan, “Where have you come from?” Satan answered the LORD, “From roaming through the earth and going back and forth in it.”
8
Then the LORD said to Satan, “Have you considered my servant Job? There is no one on earth like him; he is blameless and upright, a man who fears God and shuns evil.”
9
“Does Job fear God for nothing?” Satan replied.
10
“Have you not put a hedge around him and his household and everything he has? You have blessed the work of his hands, so that his flocks and herds are spread throughout the land.
11
But stretch out your hand and strike everything he has, and he will surely curse you to your face.”
12
The LORD said to Satan, “Very well, then, everything he has is in your hands, but on the man himself do not lay a finger.” Then Satan went out from the presence of the LORD.

If you’re not familiar with the rest of the book, disaster strikes everywhere Job turns. He loses everything, his children, his cattle, his servants…

Everyone is gone, except his wife.

When Job finds out he has lost it all…

Job 1:20-21
20 At this, Job got up and tore his robe and shaved his head. Then he fell to the ground in worship
21
And said: “Naked I came from my mother’s womb, and naked I will depart. The LORD gave and the LORD has taken away; may the name of the LORD be praised.”

The Bible doesn’t say how much time passed~ it just says another day~ but the whole scenario happens again with Satan swaggering to God that he’s roaming around the earth. Again God brings up Job, who is still walking blameless and with integrity.

Job 2:4-8
4
“Skin for skin!” Satan replied. “A man will give all he has for his own life.
5
But stretch out your hand and strike his flesh and bones, and he will surely curse you to your face.”
6
The LORD said to Satan, “Very well, then, he is in your hands; but you must spare his life.”
7
So Satan went out from the presence of the LORD and afflicted Job with painful sores from the soles of his feet to the top of his head.
8
Then Job took a piece of broken pottery and scraped himself with it as he sat among the ashes.

Can you imagine anything worse? While grieving and trying to get through it, Job is covered with painful sores…every inch of him. It actually does get worse: His wife turns on him and says, “Curse God and die!”

Job wishes he could. His three friends come and try to philosophize about why this is all happening to him. There must really be sin in his life for God to do such a thing to him. They all take their turns telling him what is wrong with him.

Job tells them they are miserable comforters. (Job 16:2)

Throughout the book, when Job can get a word in edgewise with his “friends,” he pleads with God to hear his case. He doesn’t mince words. He gets angry. He feels alone. He feels like God has disappeared from him forever…that he’s been rejected. Later, he remembers how wonderful his life was…when he had God’s favor.

Finally, around chapter 32, his three friends hear his side of the story and realize he truly is blameless before God. A younger man, Elihu, has come on the scene somewhere along the way and he finally speaks truth to Job. It takes him a while to get it all out. Chapters 32-37, Elihu refutes what the other three have said and talks of the awesomeness of God.

Then God speaks. In Job 38 and 39, God doesn’t mince words. You should read these chapters when you’re questioning God’s ways. Here
is a preview:

Job 38:4-13
4
“Where were you when I laid the earth’s foundation? Tell me, if you understand.
5
Who marked off its dimensions? Surely you know! Who stretched a measuring line across it?
6 On what were its footings set, or who laid its cornerstone-
7
while the morning stars sang together and all the angels shouted for joy?
8 “Who shut up the sea behind doors when it burst forth from the womb,
9
when I made the clouds its garment and wrapped it in thick darkness,
10
when I fixed limits for it and set its doors and bars in place,
11
when I said, ‘This far you may come and no farther; here is where your proud waves halt’?
12
“Have you ever given orders to the morning, or shown the dawn its place,
13
that it might take the earth by the edges and shake the wicked out of it?

When Job speaks to God again, it is with a contrite heart.

Job 42:1-6
1
Then Job replied to the LORD :
2 “I know that you can do all things; no plan of yours can be thwarted.
3
You asked, ‘Who is this that obscures my counsel without knowledge?’ Surely I spoke of things I did not understand, things too wonderful for me to know.
4
“You said, ‘Listen now, and I will speak; I will question you, and you shall answer me.’ 5 My ears had heard of you but now my eyes have seen you.
6
Therefore I despise myself and repent in dust and ashes.”

God continues to speak to Job through chapter 42 and then tells Job’s 3 friends that He is angry with them for misprepresenting Him. He asks Job to pray for them and tells them He will accept Job’s prayer so they will not have to pay for their mistake.

Then Job was blessed even greater the latter part of his life than ever before. He had tons more sheep, oxen, camels, and donkeys. He had 7 sons and three of the most beautiful daughters in the land…coincidentally, Job gave his daughters an inheritance, along with his sons. I like that about him. Among other things. He lived 140 years after his tests and died old and happy.

There are always so many questions for me when I read about Job. I usually have more questions than answers, but a few things always stand out…

Satan had to ask permission to touch Job.
God sets the boundaries for how far Satan can go in ruining Job.

Job is allowed to rant, rave, and be angry.

God still says Job did the right thing.

While I used to lament the fact that Job lost his first family…who would want a second family after losing the first? Now that I’ve lived a little, I know how it is to lose someone and I know how it is to be grateful for what you have when you’re left standing. I can’t even imagine the pain, but I think by the time he got through it, he was just happy to be alive.

I think Job came face to face with God and recognized his own smallness.

He was grateful.

So what do I tell my children when they are scared, knowing that something actually could happen some day…something actually will happen that isn’t good? I still tell them God is with us and we have angels around us, protecting us day and night. I tell them to trust God. He is the only one who knows best.

I pray for that hedge that Satan mentioned to God and that God won’t let Satan touch us. I figure if Satan knew about the hedge, it must be powerful…because Satan sure doesn’t know everything…bless his silly, puny little name.

What are your thoughts on this story and how does it relate to us?

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I’m It

May 30, 2009

My bloggy friend Loren tagged me yesterday, so here you go…

8 Things I am Looking Forward to ~

1. Summer Vacation!!!
2. Trip to L.A. in a couple of weeks

3. Leisurely mornings

4. Trip this summer to meet my friend, Brenda, in PERSON

5. Beach, Beach, and More Beach

6. Singing out

7. Summer Reading on the deck

8. Extra time with family & friends

8 Things I did Yesterday ~

1. Changed all the sheets
2. Did 9 loads of laundry
3. Went to two banks

4. Went grocery shopping

5. Cleaned my bedroom & kitchen & the bathrooms & cozy daisy…and technically, this is 5 things.

6. Watched Crocodile Dundee for movie night

7. Caught up on all my favorite blogs

8. De-cluttered

8 Things I wish I could do ~

1. Read all day long
2. Catch up on all the movies I’ve missed for the last 10 years

3. Decorate exactly how I want

4. Hire a gardener

5. Eat Taco Bell at least once a week

6. Have all the people I love living in a 10-mile radius

7. Write the next bestseller

8. Like everything in my closet

8 Shows I watch ~ I’ve been on a TV Sabbatical for a couple of years…but make several exceptions…the 1st 2 are the only ones I watch on a regular basis.

1. American Idol
2. The Bachelor/Bachelorette

3. Toot & Puddle

4. Little Bear

5. Missed the last few years, but saw the season finale of Grey’s Anatomy

6. Lately, basketball

7. Ellen singing with Jennifer Hudson in the bathroom~ hilarious!!!

8. Project Runway

Here I am supposed to tag 8 people, but can’t think of eight of you who would cooperate…

Instead I’m going to list 8 books I want to read this summer…just because.

1. Winesburg, Ohio by Sherwood Anderson
2. Away by Amy Bloom

3. Mr. Darcy Takes a Wife by
Linda Berdoll
4. Plain Truth by Jodi Picoult

5. The Bright Side of Disaster by Katherine Center

6. Blue Shoe by Anne Lamott

7. Searching for God Knows What by Donald Miller

8. Re-read the
Mark of the Lion Series by Francine Rivers

Thanks, Loren, this was fun! Now everyone go read her blog.

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Me & Tosh

May 29, 2009

I spent a fabulous day with my Tosh yesterday. It has been way too long. Between us or the kids being sick this winter, we haven’t gotten to see each other nearly enough. We hung out at her great new place and walked the boys to the park for a while.

Pushing the boys on the swings, I had them staggered…when one was going forward, the other was going back…so I could push them both while Tosh was with the baby. I had a moment of emotion as they were laughing at each other.

I still have these times of being overwhelmed with thankfulness that we are together…still so close…after all these years. And the thought that our daughters and now, our sons…are playing together…it’s just a wonderful thing.

In my first 10 years, my family moved a lot. The hardest move for me was from Collierville, Tennessee to San Jose, California. It was the middle of my 5th grade year. I was very southern. I was shy. I’ve told you this before, I know.

Tosha was the first person I remember meeting. She saved my life with her perky friendliness. From then on, we were best buds.

We’ve gone through everything together…school, growing up, boys, break-ups, living far apart, marriage, back in the same city together, labor, children, loss, grey hair, many, MANY hair styles, first wrinkles, burned cheeks (heehee)…the list goes on and on and on.

There is never a time that she does not make me feel better. I look at her and have such adoration for her and know she feels exactly the same. It’s a love far beyond a sister or a friend…she is my soul mate.

As Anne would say, she’s my bosom friend.



She’s always been amused by me. I really like that about her. :)


The next two pictures are of one of my favorite days. My parents took us out of school and we went to the San Francisco Zoo. We got matching panda sweatshirts that day. My favorite thing is our knee socks.



Love you, Tosh.

I want to love on your grandchildren and great-grandchildren.

I want to still be giggling with you when we’re wearing dentures and old lady hairdos.

I want to always be able to finish your sentences.

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Black Eye Sunday

May 28, 2009


So while I was away, my son got a black eye.

He got it at Sunday School, of all places.



I’ve tried to get to the bottom of the story…I think I will have to make a little Sunday School visit this week and try to get to the further bottom, so to speak…

Indigo says he was saving his friend, who was standing on top of the table…

This only gives me more questions.

He is a brave boy. He loves to go to Sunday School. When I was his age, I did not love to go to Sunday School. I wanted to stay with my Mama. I’m glad he enjoys it though. He calls it School and when Greyley talks about her days at school, he brings up his School.

He has two timid teachers. Thoozy is one of those teachers that has worked with kids for years and years and doesn’t really speak to adults, except maybe to answer a yes or no question. The other teacher is shy too, but when I come to pick Indie up from class, she usually says something like, “He sure does have a LOT of energy, doesn’t he…” and nervously chuckles.

Today when I asked him about it again, he held up his hands and said, “Well, I was trying to HELP get my friend down…”

He shook his head like, Can you believe this?

Apparently there was a fall and…there you have it, black eye.

See what I mean? A few holes.

He wrapped up the story, saying, “My eye’s feeling a lot better these days.”

Never a dull moment.

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Everyday

May 27, 2009

I’m home!!!

We made good time. No, I did not even drive…and we still made good time.

It feels great to be home. The fam was so excited to see me. That always feels nice.

Indigo used to get mad at me when I would go anywhere. This time when he saw me, he covered me with kisses all evening and would not leave my side. He asked, “Can I love on your skin?”

I’m going to try to carry my vacation mentality over into my everyday. I’m trying to work on alleviating stress in my life, so my goal is to trick my mind into thinking it’s still on vacation…

I’ll let you in on a few of these tricks…

When I wake up at 6:30, I will not feel guilty for rolling over and dozing back off to sleep…

I will drink that extra cup of coffee.

I will read a little, laugh a lot, play even more…

I will bask in the sun.

I will skip in the rain.

I will have dessert if I want some.

I will make memories.

And finally, I’ll give myself a break…

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Homebound

May 26, 2009

A true friend is someone who will help carry your burdens.

We felt strongly to come see about our friend, Laura. Her mother has been in the hospital off and on since December. Laura works a full-time job, is trying to finish graduate school, and spends every free moment with her mother at the hospital.

We thought we would come and lighten her load…have fun, do carefree things to get her mind off of the heaviness of her mother’s sickness…

And we have~ it’s been wonderful.

But I think we needed Laura every bit as much as she needed us.

Laura is the kind of person you want to talk to when you have a problem. She listens with everything and offers Godly counsel and wisdom. She lifts you up, tells you the positive, and not just what you want to hear.

A couple of years ago when I was having a bad day, she immediately instant messaged me this list of all the things she loves about me…affirmations…and it completely turned my day around…and then some.

I wanted to give her just a little piece of that back on this trip, but when I get in her home, I can only soak in the goodness. I told her I was getting healthy just by being around her. She’s that sweet.

She has been a gracious host, going above and beyond to take care of us. She has made us the most delicious food. We begged her not to~ she vows that it does her GOOD to cook for us. We are just having to spoil her in the little crevices…

We’ve all opened up on this trip and told some of our stories. There is a lot to tell for all of us. We all came with a lot on our mind and have a lot to carry in these brains of ours. Being together like this, I feel like we know better now how to help each other~ in prayer, in conversation…

For instance, seeing the drive Laura has to make each day to see her mother, now I will picture her doing that and have more compassion for her. I will know better how to pray for her…how to help carry her burden. It’s the only way I can help when I live so far away from her.

Today is her birthday and I want her to know how very much I love her. It was God that brought her into my life and I am so very thankful that He did. She is a gift. A beautiful person, inside and out, and I am beyond grateful to know her.

Happy Birthday, Laura!!! Thank you for the wonderful trip.

We will head home today. I’m going home refreshed. I missed my family and it feels good to feel that way. I think they might have missed me too.

I will be trying to steal the wheel so we can get home faster than we came. I’ll let you know how that turns out.

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Girls And The City

May 25, 2009

It’s been the loveliest of days…


We had a leisurely morning. What? No 6 AM, “Mama, I had a good nap!” call? (I did still wake up at 6, but went back to sleep.) Mmmm. Oh, heaven.




We got on the train, had a picnic downtown, walked around the city, people-watched, looked at the water…


Laughed…


Took in the sights…


Got a little sassy…


Then we went back to Laura’s fabulous apartment and TOOK A NAP!!! It was glorious.

Do you ever just need time to be?

This trip has been healing for me. I have felt very mellow, but so content. I just needed this time to get my bearings back.

It’s been divine. Absolutely divine.

We had the best dinner across the street at this delightful Italian place.


I’ve got to go now~ we’re going to watch a movie. Slumber party, girl style.

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GirlsGirlsGirls

May 24, 2009

So as you know, yesterday DH was in a bad way with his back.

It just so happened that this was the weekend I was supposed to go on a girls’ getaway. Remember my Mother’s Day present? Sigh. Conflicted.

I went back and forth, back and forth, back and forth…he was much better yesterday morning, but still sleeping a lot and in so much pain. He said I should go. Nama said I should go. The kids were taken care of…there was nothing I could do there…

So I did.

With a tremendous amount of guilt.

But now, I’m feeling much better about things.

:)

It’s been such a beautiful day…the perfect day for a road trip.

The three of us~ Sara, Janelle, & I~ are all going to see our friend, Laura. We’ve never done a road trip together, just us three, so it’s new territory. I have a feeling our friendships will never be the same.

Highlights of the day:

Walking across the FORBIDDEN newly paved blacktop

Ice Cream at Hummingbird Cheese Shop

Teasing Sara about her pokey driving~ Janelle did that

Taking over the wheel myself~ Weeha

Driving a stick after 12 years of automatic…in crazy traffic.

And the best part…seeing our sweet girl, Laura, waiting for us when we pulled in front of her building.

She had warm brownies waiting for us. We’ve stayed up late talking and laughing and crying and laughing some more. It’s been wonderful already. It feels good. Really good. We all needed this in a big way.

I’ll keep you posted. Tomorrow: Pictures.

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Dear Husband

May 23, 2009

My husband has fallen asleep to a Hispanic television station.

Neither of us knows Spanish.

Just now some cheesy talk show started with a blond bombshell and a dark-haired Don Juan type. They’re full of silliness. Oh dear, they’re moving on to bad skits and bad wigs.

There’s no way I’m changing the channel.

He’s sleeping.

Even after I’ve accidentally stepped on the remote and turned the volume up to 22. Even when I bonked my hand on the bedroom door…loudly. Even when the dog barked and I tripped over the computer cord and knocked the laundry basket over.

I have this thing where if I’m supposed to be quiet, I. Just. Really. Can’t.

I can’t get DH to take a pill to save my life. He can be in pain for days and I ask, “Have you taken anything?”

“No,” he always answers.

So when his back got increasingly bad this week and I was able to get him to take something for the pain yesterday, I knew it was bad. Last night was worse. Today when he threw up, I told him he had to go to the doctor. I think he’s thrown up once in our marriage.

They gave him four shots~ 3 in his back, 1 in his arm. Sent him home with muscle relaxers, painkillers…

Nama and I prayed with him tonight.

He has been in a deep sleep since…thank God for that.

I’m hoping he’ll feel like a new man in the morning.

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My New BFF

May 22, 2009


I’d like to introduce you to my new best friend. Take a good long look.

Her name is bareMinerals Well-Rested for Eyes.

I had to start seeing people again almost a week ago. After a long bout of being sick and being on a hiatus from sleeping…with maybe a little pinkeye thrown in…

I rejoiced when I remembered I had just become acquainted with Well-Rested. I had enjoyed her company previously, but did not TRULY appreciate her for all she was really worth until I had to go back out into the land of the living.

Let me tell you a little bit about her…I love all her other friends, too, by the way…the Mineral Foundation, Concealer and Mineral Veil…you have to have the Mineral Veil…but Well-Rested…she’s my very favorite.

She is fine powder. She is only needed in extremely small quantities. She prefers pale people like me. One little dip into her jar and one tiny sweep under your eyes and you will kiss the ground she walks on. Your eyes will sit up and take notice.

She will hang around way longer than I deserve. When she needs a break, I will go buy her twin, Well-Rested.

Thank you, sweet friend. I sing your praises.

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